Well Woffie, I decided that I wanted to go to a uni just so I would meet alot of people that are great at what they are doing. I decided that whatever I'll be doing in life, it would be better to know those people.
That said I searched for what seems an eternity to find something I'd like to know more about. In the end I found 2 studies, 'movement' (or something) that would study the body and it's movement for sports, trying to improve techniques and such. I found this interesting but not something I'd want to study for several years. This led me to the only remaining thing I was interested in: Psychology. And so I'll be studying this starting September. All I have to do is not screw up my final exams, which should be easy enough.
Also while studying I'll have improved chances of everything. Should I have lots of talent in something (like the zillion and one sports I've played in my life
) I have bigger chances of being discovered. Also it should make it easier to live a year in another country, I'm thinking about Canada and Japan. Trying to learn a country while studying there for a year sounds good. Should I like it I'll move out to said country later, I just don't like Holland anymore. I don't feel at home here at all. People stare at me when I'm outside, wondering where I got my stuff from. Everybody thinks I'm a thief, and it's getting very, VERY, frustrating. Racists everywhere now, hopefully one of those 2 countries will offer me an escape. But it also depends on the folks that I meet at uni.
All in all I've pretty much planned the next few years out trying to maximise my options, but it's been a real ****ty couple of years at high school. A complete waste of my time.
Except for my project involving explosions and rockets, of course. I had made films of them but they are quite big (12mb). I might divx them later and put them online, the website I put everything on went offline a couple of days ago.
Excuse my rambling. Basicly I'm trying to say that these 6 years of highschool could have fitted in just 3, and I find that depressing. Otherwise, I'm glad it will be over soon enough.