First off,I cleared this with QAPete in mIRC today.
Second,please refrain from flaming this....please.
Anyway,Surebrec asked me to post a letter he wrote to all of you.I think he's a good kid,who just having a bad moment in life...anyway,here goes.
Second,please refrain from flaming this....please.
Anyway,Surebrec asked me to post a letter he wrote to all of you.I think he's a good kid,who just having a bad moment in life...anyway,here goes.
To my friends at BuF:
First off, I want to say that I have missed everyone on BuF. BuF used to be a huge chunk of my life, but I learned to live without it. During my time away, I feel that I have, and am still continuing, to recover from depression. In fact, it was last night that I had an epiphany of sorts, and realized that hurting people just isn't cool, which started me down a path of not thinking about it anymore. If you know what I was banned for, it relates directly to my epiphany.
Much of my depression was caused because I thought I was rejected in life, and nobody liked me. I would think that all people wanted to do was cause me pain, and I hated myself for it all. I thought about suicide and homicide daily. Today, I am feeling a whole lot better of myself. I am starting to get more friends at school. I don't think about death, to me or others, a whole lot anymore.
This is, in no way, a message begging for my return. I feel that I am not completely recovered yet. However, when I do, I would like to return to BuF. This message is just to let those that I cared about know how I'm doing. Thanks.
Surebrec