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the real pacman

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Again the day will dawn upon us bringing cheer to all, but to some it will not, it will bring nothing but pain and suffering. For those who enjoy the 14th good for you and I wish you luck. But love is something that too many people take for granted. They think that once you are in love no effort is required. But the truth is that people will break up...

Three important rules for breaking up...
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to. Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly. Don't make a big production. Don't make up an elaborate story. This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene. If you wanna date other people say so. Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected. Even if you've gone together for only a short time, And haven't been too serious, There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others. To your exclusive company, But if you're honest, and direct, And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news, The boy will respect you for your frankness, And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision. Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends.

Being attractive is the most important thing there is. If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond. You have to be as attractive as possible. Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean. Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks. And if you see Jonny football hero in the hall. Tell him he played a great game. Tell him you like his article in the newspaper.

I purpose we support a one month limit on going steady. I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situation. And get to know more people. I think if you're ready to go out with Jonny. Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit. He wont mind he'll apreciate your fresh look on dating. And once you've dated someone else you can date him again.
I'm sure hell like it.Everyone will appreciate it
You're so novel what a good idea. You can keep you time to your self. You don't need date insurance. You can go out with whoever you want to. Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours. If you'll just listen to my plan
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But for some its not like that. For exaple, finally I spilled my heart out to this girl. She told me before that she had feelings for me but I guess she didn't. People always point out that I have no emotion. And when I do, I don't let it out and I can't tell people how I feel. For this simple reason is why I do what I do.

But the fact remains that things will never be the same, I have lost my will to live. I can't walk around with my deamonish grin anymore.

Never before would I expect that I would come to such and end. For a person that used to play UT for 17 hours every day and on BBS for 2 and IRC for 5. I find it hard to even sit down and turn it on any more.

Last night I had a dream. Last week I decided that I would enlist in august and try to be a sniper [there are a few being recruited here] moving on. I decided that I would enlist if nothing happened between this girl and I. Nothing to loose...

In my dream I had enlisted and my first mission was to assasinate her. It seemed to take a long time. I was staring at her through my scope, watching here, feeling her. Then I was commanded to fire. I couldn't do it. Or at least I didn't think I could. I hesitated, the memories of us passed by in a fast forward kind of motion. A song from the Metal Gear Solid soundtrack called enclosure, the one right after the final battle with sniper wolf played as the memories passed. A single tear shed... And I fired.

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I don't see my pain and suffering as poetry. But you are entitled to your oppinion.

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Well, i think any single guy has been there, i know i have, plenty of times :(

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I have been rejected so much that way I honestly say I do not have any feelings for this kind of thing.

Refer to Pacmans sig to the content of this post, thank you.
 

dolce916

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"Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly..etc etc....He wont mind he'll apreciate your fresh look on dating."

Damn I know I know this..thats from a movie and I can't remember which one.
Help me out here Pac.
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Well if it helps you feel better, you have to know that most if not all of the men on this forum have experienced a womans wrath.

Even Mr. Pickle probably had his fair share of female humiliation and rejection before he met his one and only. (unless they were one of those highschool sweet heart couples that live and die together and make all of us sick ;)

Live your life for no woman..live it for yourself.
I made the mistake of altering decisions about my future for a girl once. Never again.

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Pac- Been there man, and it sucks. Sorry for ya.

Dolce - Pac's quoting from a song called 'Popular' from a band called Nada Surf, released about 3-4 years ago. Pretty cool song.

Although, he might instead be quoting from the book that the band are also quoting from themselves...apparently it was some etiquette book from the 50's.

My 2 cents.
 

the real pacman

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I got it from the book, I know there is the song, but the book sounded better.

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Man Pac, that's deep. I haven't heard someone actually express feelings like that since... never. I understand where your coming from. Life sucks. It gets better... Here's how I like to think of it when crap happens constantly; You need suffering and torture to make the lesser-evils or good things seem even better. Imagine living in a world of oppression and smelling like Urine constantly, and then suddenly you get liberated; You get a clean shower and food, and good treatment (but your living in a prison cell and the food is bread and water). Meanwhile, to any average-treated man, that shower may be too cold - the food may lack in flavor.

Just my 2 cents

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It's funny. I have been experiencing bliss like never before these past couple of days. I just met someone that is...perfect. I can't even explain. She is everything I ever wanted and much much more. I could see myself marrying this girl, something I never put much thought into before. All the bad thoughts I ever had seem to be washed away. I am happier than I have ever been. I am ecstatic. Life is so great now. She has given me reason to live, reason to want to get older, reason to want to have a family, reason to love someone and even to love myself.

I love life.
 

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I feel for ya buddy :( .

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Enclosure

You people don't understand, I don't get my share of regections, I hardly have them. But the fact is that I fear that I do love her and that I will not be able to finish my life without her. Its as if everytime anyone says anything, I always think of her. When I go to get food, I look in the cupboard and remember that she likes this or dislikes that. When I go shopping to get deodorant, I see her brand. Everywhere I go, everything I do, she is there, it doesn't piss me off at all. I understand that she doesn't have feelings like that for me.

But it hurts. It hurts to know that I will never wake up in the middle of the night from a bad dream and have her to comfort me. It hurts to know that she will live, and she will die, and it will not be shared with me. It hurts to know that for every keystroke I make, she will not think of me. Sometimes I feel like people want me to fail. But thats not good enough. I want to be with her, I need to be with her, and I can't go on without her.

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Pac, its gonna happen more than once, someones gonna rip your heart out and feed it to you with a huge steaming side order of bullshit.

The question is, do you have the balls to throw it back in their face or are you gonna eat it?

Yeah you'll hurt, yes you'll think we're all c<u></u>ocksuckers for a while, then after that while (which could be a VERY LONG while) you'll get over it)

Theres nothing wrong wiht not getting your share of rejections either. It means one of two things, 1) your a sexbomb, and no one wants to rreject you :cool:

or

2) You dont speak to many ladis to be rejected by, there is also nothing wrong with this, because most of the time, and i stress MOST of the time, your better off without them.

Dont worry dude, you'll get over it.

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dolce916

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Hey I feel for ya man. I was once engaged to the only woman I thought I would or could ever love.
Long story super short she served my up my blended heart in a dirty ashtray still barely beating.

Not much to tell you other than, yeah they can be pretty @%&*(#ing cruel
sometimes they don't even realize it. And just make it worse by being super nice and sweet.
I know for me it would have been easier if she would have turned into a ruthless bitch.
But instead she had to be Miss wonderful the whole time. Oh well the joke is on her. Now she is divorced with a kid and wishes she had never given up the best guy to come into her life. Probably the only reason I can still be her friend.

BTW I am curious to the title of the book if you have it handy.
Will have to check out the song. I know the statement was used in a movie, just doesn't come to mind right now.

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