new life

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Balton

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Today I turned into an uncle. or i am now an uncle. my brother is dad. my mother is now a grandma and so on....

I started to think. I realized that no matter what we do life goes on. we cant stop it. Life goes on means that you will die. You HAVE to die you cant stop or take a break you wuill die. but you can give new life which adds a sense into our beeing. thats what I kinda realized today after my brother called me and told me...

I was sad and depressed when i was with my parents on the way my brothers house(they got the baby at home with an bornhelpette(sp?????).) so the baby is at home instead of beeing in the hospital. she is healthy and feeling good as far as you can say it.

Well, I just can say that I changed my opinion about life when i saw the little child, and the new parents. both were kinda very happy and the child was jsut looking sweet. giving new life msut be something wonderful and well, I might see a sense in our beeing now....
 
Originally posted by Balton.de


I started to think. I realized that no matter what we do life goes on. we cant stop it. Life goes on means that you will die. You HAVE to die you cant stop or take a break you wuill die. but you can give new life which adds a sense into our beeing. thats what I kinda realized today after my brother called me and told me...


You havent realized that yet?
 

Balton

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Re: Re: new life

Originally posted by MMAN UGITU


You havent realized that yet?

hm, I've been an angry person for the whole time. not knowing why. I blamed society and I blamed tv and everything and everybody else. Well, the answer doenst satisfie me but its the correct one I think...
 

Balton

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Originally posted by Shadowlurker
Kinda explains why all your Avartas look angry (like muffins?)

well, you know beeing never satisfied always not in good mood and stuff liek that. you also souround yourself with the things that kinda fit your mood..
 

Zlal

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Hey Balton, I need some new profile info stuff like location 'n' all that. What do you reckon I should have-seeing as you are the weirness dude round here.
 

Balton

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Originally posted by Shadowlurker
Hey Balton, I need some new profile info stuff like location 'n' all that. What do you reckon I should have-seeing as you are the weirness dude round here.

what sort of info?
I was born in Berlin(germany). Spend much time in italy and well, over there i was like in 100% nature. so it always was a switching between the big city and nature for me. hmmm... lemme know what you want to know
 

Zlal

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I didn't word it well...
i meant stuff like "Angry like a muffin"
Where do you come up with stuff like that?
I know how to put it in, but I can't come up with weird stuff.
 

Balton

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Originally posted by Shadowlurker
I didn't word it well...
i meant stuff like "Angry like a muffin"
Where do you come up with stuff like that?
I know how to put it in, but I can't come up with weird stuff.

lol, I dont know. creative madness? It's like soemtinmes I can jiggle with words like pornstars with... you know what. sometimes I can do it. sometimes not. sometimes i ma jsut acting on random. its like you got to catch the little sparks in yiur mind. most times they are jsut a bright star you havent noticed... maybe it will come woth the time for you. I mean when i was 13 I kinda did other stuff...
 

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How do you think Run Away and stealing undie's will work?

Hey, hav'nt seen you on the spam thread for a couple of days. Run out of Spam or somthing?
 

Balton

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Originally posted by Shadowlurker
How do you think Run Away and stealing undie's will work?

Hey, hav'nt seen you on the spam thread for a couple of days. Run out of Spam or somthing?

no, my provider seems ti update his system and is again not telling us. The site didnt load tokke me a few up to a dozen of refresh clicks to get it but almsot never worked then when i wanted to post. so i gave up.