I'd like all of you to take a moment and read this.

ZenPirate · 6th Feb 2002, 05:41 PM

First off,I cleared this with QAPete in mIRC today.
Second,please refrain from flaming this....please.

Anyway,Surebrec asked me to post a letter he wrote to all of you.I think he's a good kid,who just having a bad moment in life...anyway,here goes.

Quote:

To my friends at BuF:

First off, I want to say that I have missed everyone on BuF. BuF used to be a huge chunk of my life, but I learned to live without it. During my time away, I feel that I have, and am still continuing, to recover from depression. In fact, it was last night that I had an epiphany of sorts, and realized that hurting people just isn't cool, which started me down a path of not thinking about it anymore. If you know what I was banned for, it relates directly to my epiphany.

Much of my depression was caused because I thought I was rejected in life, and nobody liked me. I would think that all people wanted to do was cause me pain, and I hated myself for it all. I thought about suicide and homicide daily. Today, I am feeling a whole lot better of myself. I am starting to get more friends at school. I don't think about death, to me or others, a whole lot anymore.

This is, in no way, a message begging for my return. I feel that I am not completely recovered yet. However, when I do, I would like to return to BuF. This message is just to let those that I cared about know how I'm doing. Thanks.
Surebrec

FireSlash · 6th Feb 2002, 05:44 PM

all i can say is

BillyBadAss · 6th Feb 2002, 06:00 PM

That's my Surebrec.

Cap'n Beeb · 6th Feb 2002, 06:00 PM

I've been in touch with him nearly every day since the whole bit, and he really has improved.

/me tosses name into the "

" hat.

afkik · 6th Feb 2002, 06:01 PM

thats really good to hear, especially from him

Camel · 6th Feb 2002, 06:03 PM

Good job Surebrec

Syri · 6th Feb 2002, 06:08 PM

it'll be good to have the 'good' surebrec back, so throw in a

for me

Exar Kun [Sith] · 6th Feb 2002, 06:08 PM

Best of Luck to ya, Surebrec

hermpes · 6th Feb 2002, 06:24 PM

wish ya luck man

Nemephosis · 6th Feb 2002, 07:08 PM

Well it's too bad it took something like being banned to finally wake him up, but if he is changing, hell, I'm all for a return.

mobace · 6th Feb 2002, 07:18 PM

surebrec

Pikachu · 6th Feb 2002, 07:22 PM

good luck baby

Silver_Dragon · 6th Feb 2002, 07:22 PM

Wow,

that is the Surebrec I knew!!

I hope he comes back!!

/me puts a

in the hat too!

tool · 6th Feb 2002, 07:32 PM

I talked to him yesterday on mIRC and he seems to have really changed. I was talking about this earlier and made a post about this a while back that if he changed then we should let him back. I am all for letting him return now.

/me throws a

in the hat

but anywho its up to the admins not us. But I really hope the admins let him back in.

*hal* · 6th Feb 2002, 07:34 PM

I'm really glad to hear that he is doing better. We were all really worried about the guy, and from the message he sends, it sounds as if he has made a few steps forward.

Silver_Dragon · 6th Feb 2002, 07:34 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by -_-T()()L-_-

but anywho its up to the admins not us. But I really hope the admins let him back in.

ditto.

Kray · 6th Feb 2002, 09:44 PM

Gamma_Sword · 6th Feb 2002, 10:31 PM

Everyone has their breaking points in their life where they go completely berserk...

But it's good to hear Surebrec recovered quite well.

You know what some people do sometimes as result of severe problems... so I must commend on Surebrec trying to be good person despite the problems.

That's the spirit!

Witty · 7th Feb 2002, 12:43 AM

What'd he get kicked out for?
I talked to him once, and I saw him around...
But he didn't seem mean or evil to me.

As for the suicide junk, a month ago I was thinking about it daily, and I tried some hemlock (awful stuff)... and the homicide? Well, I could take anyone at my school, so I didn't have a problem there... but then I figgered out:
Life is worth living. 'Nuff said.

^toss^

Zenda · 7th Feb 2002, 01:02 AM

Oh yes .... Most definitely

And, subject to admins' approval, bring him back.

6th Feb 2002, 05:44 PM	#2
FireSlash Whats a FireSlash? Join Date: Feb. 3rd, 2001 Location: Central Ohio Posts: 4,300	all i can say is __________________ Theory is when you know everything and nothing works. Practice is when things work, and no one knows why. Here we combine theory and practice. Nothing works and no one knows why.

6th Feb 2002, 06:00 PM	#3
BillyBadAss A True American Join Date: May. 25th, 1999 Location: Tokyo, JP Posts: 8,557	That's my Surebrec. __________________ MySpace \| Flickr \| LastFM \| Google+ When I’m watching the news and my daughter walks in and choose to ask. “Why were all those people on the floor, sleeping, covered in red?” I told her, that they were looking for God, but found religion instead. – De La Soul There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. Some kind of high powered mutant never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die. -Raoul Duke

6th Feb 2002, 06:00 PM	#4
Cap'n Beeb Banned Join Date: Nov. 27th, 1999 Location: A mountain compound Posts: 8,107	I've been in touch with him nearly every day since the whole bit, and he really has improved. /me tosses name into the " " hat. __________________ Cap'n Beeb & Fizzil <3 for life. Anaemic is a super stud.

6th Feb 2002, 06:03 PM	#6
Camel dduurrrrrrrrrr Join Date: Jun. 26th, 2001 Location: blarg Posts: 1,560	Good job Surebrec __________________ When a cat is dropped, it always lands on its feet. When toast is dropped, it always lands with the buttered side facing down. I propose to strap a piece buttered toast to the back of a cat; the two will hover, spinning inches above the ground. With a giant buttered cat array, a high-speed monorail would easily link.

6th Feb 2002, 06:08 PM	#7
Syri Who are you calling short? Join Date: Aug. 18th, 2000 Location: Nottingham, England Posts: 4,577	it'll be good to have the 'good' surebrec back, so throw in a for me __________________ You wanna be a big cop in a small town? **** off down the model village!

6th Feb 2002, 06:01 PM	#5
afkik Registered User Join Date: Dec. 23rd, 2000 Location: Munich Posts: 1,986	thats really good to hear, especially from him

6th Feb 2002, 06:08 PM	#8
Exar Kun [Sith] Sith Lord Join Date: Sep. 11th, 2001 Location: A Sith Temple Posts: 594	Best of Luck to ya, Surebrec __________________

6th Feb 2002, 06:24 PM	#9
hermpes I KEEP BABEHZ IN MAH HAT! Join Date: Oct. 15th, 2001 Posts: 201	wish ya luck man __________________ LA VIE BOHEME! Me DeviantArt

6th Feb 2002, 07:08 PM	#10
Nemephosis lol Join Date: Aug. 10th, 2000 Posts: 7,513	Well it's too bad it took something like being banned to finally wake him up, but if he is changing, hell, I'm all for a return.

6th Feb 2002, 07:18 PM	#11
mobace rimmerlike :( Join Date: Sep. 28th, 2000 Location: guarding my cd's Posts: 2,482	surebrec __________________ i want everything and you have nothing that i want {afk} Afraid For Kittens \| f0s \| irc ETG #wtfafk

6th Feb 2002, 07:22 PM	#12
Pikachu Registered User Join Date: Sep. 11th, 2001 Location: killing cute doggies... Posts: 841	good luck baby

6th Feb 2002, 07:22 PM	#13
Silver_Dragon Gone Join Date: Aug. 1st, 2001 Location: Left Posts: 3,111	Wow, that is the Surebrec I knew!! I hope he comes back!! /me puts a in the hat too!

6th Feb 2002, 07:32 PM	#14
tool BuFs #1 mom Join Date: Oct. 31st, 2001 Location: Up my ass Posts: 13,367	I talked to him yesterday on mIRC and he seems to have really changed. I was talking about this earlier and made a post about this a while back that if he changed then we should let him back. I am all for letting him return now. /me throws a in the hat but anywho its up to the admins not us. But I really hope the admins let him back in.

6th Feb 2002, 07:34 PM	#15
hal Dictator Join Date: Nov. 24th, 1998 Location: -------> Posts: 21,340	I'm really glad to hear that he is doing better. We were all really worried about the guy, and from the message he sends, it sounds as if he has made a few steps forward. __________________

6th Feb 2002, 09:44 PM	#17
Kray Time chaser Join Date: Sep. 17th, 2000 Location: Fool's Paradise Posts: 2,239	__________________ [ Kray's Portfolio of Sigs ] --- [ Tired of pop-ups? Try AdShield ] --- [ List of BuFFers who've changed their names ]

6th Feb 2002, 10:31 PM	#18
Gamma_Sword Terrible, Terrible Damage! Join Date: Feb. 12th, 2001 Location: Not There Posts: 1,650	Everyone has their breaking points in their life where they go completely berserk... But it's good to hear Surebrec recovered quite well. You know what some people do sometimes as result of severe problems... so I must commend on Surebrec trying to be good person despite the problems. That's the spirit!

7th Feb 2002, 12:43 AM	#19
Witty I hear only yes. Join Date: Aug. 6th, 2001 Location: Provo... somewhere in Utah. Posts: 3,724	What'd he get kicked out for? I talked to him once, and I saw him around... But he didn't seem mean or evil to me. As for the suicide junk, a month ago I was thinking about it daily, and I tried some hemlock (awful stuff)... and the homicide? Well, I could take anyone at my school, so I didn't have a problem there... but then I figgered out: Life is worth living. 'Nuff said. ^toss^ __________________ Tool is back! Hooray!

7th Feb 2002, 01:02 AM	#20
Zenda Turbo Adept+10% Join Date: Jan. 31st, 2001 Location: London Posts: 2,304	Oh yes .... Most definitely And, subject to admins' approval, bring him back. __________________ Rock Song: PuF Classic: Addicted to PuF

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