Have you tried
TMS? Seeing everything (including death and emotional issues) as an engineering problem is not only efficient, but can also be immensely empowering, btw.
Thanks. What I'm into at the moment is techniques including the two I mentionned (TAT is used to treat combat veterans and has done wonders) and some others like NLP and a subconcious reprogramming approach.
Has Azura ever shocked or offended anyone?
I don't get the purpose of this thread? Someone said you were crazy in some thread because they were teasing you for saying something dopey and you react with this?
I don't know. That comment from Sjoz (guess I should vent at him) came accross as very serious. Now, I don't mind my sanity being put into question and I don't wouldn't mind the pedo jokes either but I just don't like it when someone is like, "oh hai, you're not living up to my standards of normality so therefore you should stop what you're doing and saying". For me that's just the green light going up saying "attack!" to defend my place in existence.
I did not say that you were a retard, and its my own fault on why no helping hands come my way (more on that later). I think you assumed the worst from what I said, but its just that theres a lot more serious things that I think about in my life.
It was a post addressed to the forum as a whole. I'm saying retard because that's basically the way I was 3-4 years back. My brain just couldn't keep up with anything and I couldn't remember anything. So people just assumed I was thick. Like one of my bosses used to say that it took a while "before the coin dropped". Incidentally, the ****er fired me and didn't pay me three months which just goes to show how people take advantage when they think you're an idiot. I later found out that vitamin B complex helps a lot with the memory.
I guess it's ok being selfish to a certain degree and to care for your own ass. We all are and well all do it to some degree. However, there's a point where it's obviously doing some harm. It's like recently this woman starts posting messages about all sorts of crap about my appearance and assuming things about my personality. She kept trying to justify her bluntess saying it was part of her personality and she didn't care what I thought because I was just a pixel on the screen. Boy, did I waste her time because she just couldn't help answering back despite saying she didn't care. Some people really do have a massive pole stuck up their ass.
Plus, about helping hands not coming one's way, yes it is a person's fault if things are like that. You have to be capable of giving people something so they then feel like giving you something in return. It's just plain marketing. You rub someone's back they rub yours. That's the theory and these being are hard times and selfishness being rampant, there's bound to be someone somewhere that gets the short straw.
I'll add that when you're emotions are on the blink, whatever might be the cause, it's very difficult to talk with people and have something going. That's because what you're saying isn't that important and people will decide if they like you if your moves match theirs and if you press some of the right buttons. This is exactly what is taught in neuro-linguistic programming and it goes a long way to explaining why I've failed a lot of job interviews and why I'm a loner. It really is a social handicap and I'm determined to do away with it.
Anyway, I might seem like I'm venting here but I'm just getting this out of my system. I'm fed up of being judged on some bull**** criteria that doesn't have any basis and having to put up with the same crap here. This is something I want to fight and put an end to. And if have to put my fist in a recruiter's face to get my point accross, so be it.