Welcome
yeah dude, you came to the right place. Join us in #planetunreal and have some fun.
I know how you feel. I started playing online not 2 month ago. The first week, I got my a$$ kicked all day long, but you will soon improve your skills and be able to compete without problem on a public server.
e.g. when I started, I couldn't get 1 frag on a server. Now, while playing on a public server, I usually end up in the upper third.
However, if I play on another server as TheRoost, were a lot of very good clan hang around, I feel really weak.
Although, I didn't make to bad yesterday, got some frags on the Roost
Note: I don't remember TheRoost's IP. Ask fir it in #planetunreal.
CU around dude