I'd like all of you to take a moment and read this.

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ZenPirate

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First off,I cleared this with QAPete in mIRC today.
Second,please refrain from flaming this....please.

Anyway,Surebrec asked me to post a letter he wrote to all of you.I think he's a good kid,who just having a bad moment in life...anyway,here goes.

To my friends at BuF:

First off, I want to say that I have missed everyone on BuF. BuF used to be a huge chunk of my life, but I learned to live without it. During my time away, I feel that I have, and am still continuing, to recover from depression. In fact, it was last night that I had an epiphany of sorts, and realized that hurting people just isn't cool, which started me down a path of not thinking about it anymore. If you know what I was banned for, it relates directly to my epiphany.

Much of my depression was caused because I thought I was rejected in life, and nobody liked me. I would think that all people wanted to do was cause me pain, and I hated myself for it all. I thought about suicide and homicide daily. Today, I am feeling a whole lot better of myself. I am starting to get more friends at school. I don't think about death, to me or others, a whole lot anymore.

This is, in no way, a message begging for my return. I feel that I am not completely recovered yet. However, when I do, I would like to return to BuF. This message is just to let those that I cared about know how I'm doing. Thanks.
Surebrec
 

Nemephosis

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Well it's too bad it took something like being banned to finally wake him up, but if he is changing, hell, I'm all for a return.

:tup:
 

tool

BuFs #1 mom
Oct 31, 2001
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I talked to him yesterday on mIRC and he seems to have really changed. I was talking about this earlier and made a post about this a while back that if he changed then we should let him back. I am all for letting him return now. :)

/me throws a :) in the hat

but anywho its up to the admins not us. But I really hope the admins let him back in.
 

hal

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I'm really glad to hear that he is doing better. We were all really worried about the guy, and from the message he sends, it sounds as if he has made a few steps forward.
 

Gamma_Sword

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Everyone has their breaking points in their life where they go completely berserk...

But it's good to hear Surebrec recovered quite well. :)

You know what some people do sometimes as result of severe problems... so I must commend on Surebrec trying to be good person despite the problems. :)

That's the spirit! :tup:
 

Witty

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What'd he get kicked out for?
I talked to him once, and I saw him around...
But he didn't seem mean or evil to me.

As for the suicide junk, a month ago I was thinking about it daily, and I tried some hemlock (awful stuff)... and the homicide? Well, I could take anyone at my school, so I didn't have a problem there... but then I figgered out:
Life is worth living. 'Nuff said.

^toss^ :)