Well today it has been 6 days, approximated to 153 Hours of being awake. I went to the doctor today because my breathing was getting bad, I would run out of breath going up the stairs to piss. Anyways I have been diagnosed 4 months ago with what they call "learned insomnia" Basicly I'm worrying myself too much. Anyways after I went to the doctor because my cold has presisted for over 4 weeks now he told me that I have to go see a specialist in Halifax, which isn't that far away.
He thinks I might not have learned insomnia, instead he fears that it will be cronic insomnia. I really hope he is wrong. If that is what it turns out to be, I will be taken off my sleeping medication, and I will have to remain in a sleeping ward in a hospital in Halifax, Nova Scotia. I will be allowed to take my PC with me but I will be a damn guinea pig. They will be poking at me and god knows what. I wont be allowed visitors outside of the direct family, and my girlfriend is leaving in a few days for conneticut to have tests of her own. She will be gone 3 weeks.
I don't want to be admitted into hospital care because my immune system is crumbling while she is away. By the time she gets back I would be locked up. As I posted before she is supposed to be expecting the worst.
I will be able to talk to her on ICQ when she returns, but I really don't want to have that happen where I have to be told bad news over a damn PC.
I don't mean to complain but I was wondering if any of you knew of a way that I could avoid this. Living in a hospital with people with the same problem as me while moving my nich (PC) with me sounds good. I really don't like being sick like this. So would this be a good thing or a bad thing?
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He thinks I might not have learned insomnia, instead he fears that it will be cronic insomnia. I really hope he is wrong. If that is what it turns out to be, I will be taken off my sleeping medication, and I will have to remain in a sleeping ward in a hospital in Halifax, Nova Scotia. I will be allowed to take my PC with me but I will be a damn guinea pig. They will be poking at me and god knows what. I wont be allowed visitors outside of the direct family, and my girlfriend is leaving in a few days for conneticut to have tests of her own. She will be gone 3 weeks.
I don't want to be admitted into hospital care because my immune system is crumbling while she is away. By the time she gets back I would be locked up. As I posted before she is supposed to be expecting the worst.
I will be able to talk to her on ICQ when she returns, but I really don't want to have that happen where I have to be told bad news over a damn PC.
I don't mean to complain but I was wondering if any of you knew of a way that I could avoid this. Living in a hospital with people with the same problem as me while moving my nich (PC) with me sounds good. I really don't like being sick like this. So would this be a good thing or a bad thing?
