Yet another lonely V day, post ur sadness here

Thankfully, we dont have this accursed day where i am.

Heh, a whole day where u are expected to do something nice and romantic...i would be rendered a trembling mess.
God what evil stress it must be.


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Post my sadness? Where should I start?

Want me to start with the fact that nothing I do is ever right no matter how good my intentions are or do you want me to start with the fact that for the first time I dumped my heart out to a girl she threw it back in my face like a sheet of paper towel?

Where to begin? Well lately I have been hanging on with a very loose grip to the bar of sanity. About a week ago I finally got the balls to tell someone how I felt. And well I did it for the reason that I was told that she had feelings for me aswell [by her might I add] So with good intentions I set out. I figured that I would write her an email because she isn't the kind to talk on the phone and she is on her PC alot. Anyways I did it. I threw everything I think I could in there that would please someone. And I was honest. But the thing is...

She threw it back in my face, she told me that it meant nothing and that she had another person that she was interested in and that there was never any hope of us getting together to attempt a relationship.

Thats beef number one.

Beef number 2 consists of the fact that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try I can never do anything right. I remind myself of the line "Sometimes I feel like you want me to fail." and I get a hate on for the world and I set out with greater intentions and it turns sour again.

Beef number 3.

Nobody cares.

Nuff said.

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My sadness?? My grandma wass hemmorhaging in the brain, then she had a stroke, so now she is in a rest home, and it is almost inpossible to understand what she is saying.

I think this is a pretty stupid idea for a thread. It just brings up past sorrows.


frogs are made-up

I'm sorry guys

Ha ha ha. Again Ha ha ha. My valentines day was the best i've had yet. I conviced my girlfriend that i hate valentines day, and then went over ther aroudn 4:30 and gave her some gifts, (chocolates, flowers, cds, etc) and then i made her a nice pasta supper. Ha ha ha. As i was leaving she handed me a bag of stuff too.
On the other side sorry to all those guys w/o valentines.

O4, I think its actually a good idea. I beleive that it lets it out a bit.

maybe, im just up for more constructive topics.


frogs are made-up

Been single all my life.
It's just another day for me.

It's a wise person who knows the difference between free speech and cheap talk.

Ahhhh, yesterday was great. Life is great. Everything rules!

Enclosure

Today was another bad day. Perhaps because somewhere in the world its still valentines day. My best friends girl called me up and asked me to go watch a movie with her. So I did, when I got there I found out that she didn't even care about the TV.

You boys are probably saying, well why is this a bad thing? Or something like, he finally got laid! Well none of the above. Whenever this happens I know exactly what is going on. She is in a fight with Dave. So I went over and stayed for about 6 hours and talked them through a huge fight and they almost broke up.

But thats not the bad part. They are totally convinced that they are in love with each other. Well I'm happy for them and all but the scary thing was after she told him that she needed time to think the conversation went like this.

A- Alicia
M- Me

A-I don't know what to do, its like everytime I think of anything
M- you think of him...
A-Yeah, and no matter how much I try not to, I wake up in the morning
M-With nothing but him on your mind...
A-When I go to bed
M-You cry yourself to sleep...
A-I can't
M-Stop thinking about him no matter how hard you try...
A-Yeah... But when I try not to,
M-You cry for forcing yourself to forget how much you love him...
A-And when he breaks a promise,
M-Its like a part of you has been stolen...
A-I just
M-Can't be without him...

It was totaly movie material, through the whole thing she was crying on her bed, and I just stared out the window finishing her sentences. For the first time in almost 10 years something happened. I turned and looked at her, and she seen something that nobody has ever seen before.

She asked me how I could tell all this stuff, and I explained that I understood the circumstances because of me and that girl I dumped myself out to and she threw it back at me.

She then told me that I souldn't be bothering myself so much about it, this is just something that can happen to everyone.

I told her that I was dealing with it as usual, and compensating my pain. But then she said something I will never forget.

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My feelings have become so powerful for this girl that there was nothing I could do but feel alone and hurt. I didn't even notice myself but I was crying. As poor mannered for the imfamous Pacman to be crying... I was. I don't know where it came from but then she hugged me, and then I couldn't stop. It kept going and getting worse. Almost to the point where I couldn't breath.

Now that its all over, I realise. Perhaps its better, or maybe worse. But the moral of the story is that now I have a little puke that molests my sig because he is so damn lame that he can't even come up with a "hello my name is jeff" to type in there, worse of all he posts depressing sigs, making me wish that my life would cease to exist.

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My valentines was OK i guess. I got shafted by my g/f at the school dance, but a couple other chicks wanted to dance with me so its all good.

Guns have a point-and-click interface-
Lord Perrin

JeeeSus

-PacMan Dude, your fuc kin pathetic. Move on, or kill yourself. And pick one soon so we dont have to hear your patheticness anymore.

Chrome, your a f<u></u>ucking idiot.

Just because your sex life revolves totally around Lara Croft, and you decided to give her new animations for V-Day doesn't mean the rest of us are this pathetic.

You have no idea about these forums do you? Many people actaully come here seeking advice and/or guidance, and u may find it even more surprising, they usually get it. If u dont like that, then by all means FUCK OFF!!!

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Chrome u little shit, is this youre idea of fun? Kicking a guy when he's down, fuck thats low, i wish i was in a locked room with u right now u little turd.
Yes this is the internet, but behind every thread sits an actual person, one with feelings, hopes and dreams, and sorrows, and if youre too fucking dumb to figure that out, then i hope u wont live long.

God damn think before u post, we dont need this shit here, and we wont tollerate it, little powertripping fucks like youreself shouldent have a right to breathe, and i hope it gets taken from u soon.

I couldent hate a person i dont even know more than i do right now, u utterly disgust me, u ignorent peace of SHIT!.

Christ, whats wrong with this world, where do all thease ASSHOLES come from, its sick.


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Bad form Chrome, very very bad form.

It would seem that I have some similarity with Pacman. We are good as friends, lousy at anything beyond that.

I would like to thank jaunty

My props given to jaunty as i laugh hysterically at his reply to chrome